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I remember الأحد، يوليو ٠٨، ٢٠٠٧ the way you look at me as the way you scan at her nowthe way you hug me as the way you warm her now the way you smile at me as the way you spoil her now looking at you now, drag me those lovely memories back the other me wants her replaced by me just a moment, to feel you again, to lick you.. the moment I remember bitter feeling I have when you let me walk down to other people arms. I remember.. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ It kills me to keep this secret all along The secret I kept to distance us To seal our hearts from sparkling once again To seal desire from burning again and again.. It kills me to keep this zipper tight all along The freedom that I have lost for decades To cut these arms to embrace yours To dry these tears from missing you It is dream we hold now, To reach the soul that has gone When dark is coming, It kills me to see the hopes has disappeared.. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ yang lekat الاثنين، ديسمبر ١٢، ٢٠٠٥ Ketika jiwa ini mati dalam bungkam kebencianDan dera batin ini tak henti dalam keriuk lapar kepongahan Tak ada lagi sisa cinta, bahkan yang terjepit disana Sanubari yang kering dan pupus melayang Menggapai langit tak, menggumpal satu dalam tanah pun belum Ketika jiwa ini mati dalam jelaga keputusaan Gelap dalam riuh pesta darah Kengerian dan gaduh masa tak pasti Berhasil reguk dangkalnya persediaan ketenangan dalam kubangan Tempat kita bersandar pada bumi yang tak henti geraknya Ketika jiwa ini mati dalam atmosfer yang renta Dan sesak juang paru-paru rebut deru oksigen yang tersisa December 2005 Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ gerah الأربعاء، ديسمبر ٠٧، ٢٠٠٥ Sendirian aku bertelanjang kaki Berdiri pada bukit jelaga berdasar padat sampah neraka Menggigit nurani pada penat busuk udara Menggeliat di bawah terik surya Yang jilati nanahku kering mengaca Tak ku kenal lagi kosa kata teduh dalam hidup Apalagi siraman sejuk air basahi kerongkong jiwaku Semua cuma gulita dan kering Blogged by Upay on
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الاثنين، مارس ١٤، ٢٠٠٥ wajah bundaaku bertekuk memandang bunda, kegundahan apa sembunyi merana disana ? desah nafas kering dahaga menumpas keluh lelah tanpa suara meringis perih menggelar asa raih julangan harga yang kian meninggi letaknya tetes keringatnya berbaur senyum, tak lah pedih itu membuatnya berhenti menapak kaki dalam lautan terik bersimbah semangat isi perut dan kepala kami aku bertekuk memandang bunda, keriput dahinya tak lagi mengganggu angin menyapu indah berbaur debu tenggelamkan kantuk perangi hari agar tak henti kakiku di pinggir trotoar abaikan buku dan ceramah fajar senandung bunda berupa surga yang singgah ke dunia, tak pernah ia henti berganti air mata meski duka dan lara mendera senyumnya tak pupus dalam lena do'anya menggelora tak jera aku bertekuk memandang bunda, mimpi indahnya terbitkan jiwa perkasa baluriku dengan semangat serupa tantang dunia raih surga. Blogged by Upay on
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الثلاثاء، يناير ١٨، ٢٠٠٥ Ketika kita bertemu duluTuan tersenyum, memandangku Wajahmu gemilang malu tersipu Sehingga terharu rasa hatiku Tapi kini, mengapa begitu? Tuan melintas di hadapanku Tidak menoleh seperti dulu. Bagailah lupa hal-hal yang lalu . Ah, jangan saudari Jangan begitu daku dibuatnya. Tersenyum jualah seperti dulu. Supaya terobati pilu hatiku < I am not so sure I made this .. found in my archive .. if anyone knows who made this, please let me know.. > Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Aku bermimpi tentang bumi yang lebih indah Tempat semua orang saling berbagi sayang Bantu membantu tanpa kekerasan Bukan saling memanfaatkan Aku bermimpi tentang hidup tanpa kesenjangan Yang menerima segala perbedaan Namun tak menjadikannya alat penindasan Aku bermimpi tentang arti sebuah kebersamaan Ketika orang-orang tinggi tak perlu menepis orang-orang rendahan Ketika sama-sama berjalan pada kemapanan jiwa Ah..ah..aku Cuma bermimpi Blogged by Upay on
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الجمعة، أكتوبر ٠١، ٢٠٠٤ could the past haunted me gone ?could my future drag me to same ugly path ? could I be forgiven for all sins I made ? could all this pain dissapear instanly ? could I fly, just like a butterfly bared naked with smooth weak wing but still fly gracely helping all flower blooming could I just stand like dead statue with permanent smile on my face staring at sky hoping the sparkling dust turn me to be alive ? Blogged by Upay on
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الاثنين، سبتمبر ٢٧، ٢٠٠٤ silence morning,broken sky, all freak out, but only mute .. devastated stones around your soul freely dancing with your dumb heart why hatred still singing why longing still alive when you step on this sacred place and nothing less left behind.. longing soul, longing heart why do you keep the secret alives longing soul, longing heart where is the cheers that keep you shining ? is it all stolen ? Blogged by Upay on
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السبت، سبتمبر ٢٥، ٢٠٠٤ once a crash come to my heart,that crash burn all believes inside left all doubts on my way ahead make me wonder, should I walk thru or should I just be still.. once a crash come to my heart, tornado that shreded all phalics left all desparation and losing soul make me wonder, should I bear it or just here, blaming my stupid move Blogged by Upay on
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الأحد، سبتمبر ١٢، ٢٠٠٤ I want you to stab me right in my heart, darlinginstead of these lies all the time it will be nicer cos I'll see your face when you force your hand thru me and I'll feel only the pain of stabbing and suddenly I'll lose the oxygen it will be nicer cos I'll remember only you, the man I love I'll only cry for the chance we missed my only regret the sins we committed and then I'll let the fairies pluck my soul and leave you with bloody hands. I want you to stab me right in my heart, darling so I can see your face as you plunge your knife into me see a smile or twisted hatred see your tears or just a hiss it will be nice, and the nicest thing dying will be at last I'll learn the truth and know at last what I mean to you edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، سبتمبر ٠١، ٢٠٠٤ The trouble with loveOnce, I was thinking that love has never been for me Then I heard it called my name, I was still thinking, it wasn’t for me.. Till it shreded me to piece Crowned me with foolishness Took my pride off Convinced me that it wasn’t for me and never will be for me. Blogged by Upay on
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الأحد، أغسطس ٢٢، ٢٠٠٤ smiling face,dancing in my heart running back to the hole of emptiness smiling face, burning up my monotonous life swelling my spirit bringing it alive again inspired by B.Love edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، أغسطس ١٨، ٢٠٠٤ A man,is the one you can count on his word is the one you can lie to without shame is the one you can sing with without discord is the one where you can fill your womb full of his seed and smile to keep it A man, is the one who lies to you gracefully is the one who builds your confidence on those fragile foundations is the one who says you're the prettiest of all the good-looking girls A man, saves his smile only for you saves his dignity only for your children and sleeps under your trusting wing.. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ aku cuma perempuan telanjang yang berlari menapaki jiwamu yang mati berbekal terali kesetiaan menumpuk pada titah jendela cahaya surga yang dijanjikan terawangi masa tanpa pelita ikuti derap yang tak kumengerti arahnya. Aku cuma perempuan telanjang Yang meringkik ketika kau suguhkan permata Dan mengendus-endus kakimu saat luka hatiku bernanah Merengek siraman madu baluri kerontang gurun musim ini Hirupkan serutan berbisa pada jantung kehidupanmu Berlenggok-lenggok bagai penguin Hadirkan birahi naluri keringmu Yang tanamkan jutaan dendam Pada dinding-dinding malam Blogged by Upay on
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الاثنين، أغسطس ١٦، ٢٠٠٤ I am just a little fox dancing in your yard, darlinghow can I know about your happiness? when you scold me, I think you are angry with me but you say you're just scared I am just a little fox dancing in your yard, darling how can I know about your life? when you pull the trigger and shoot me you say you just want to save your only daughter and your hand shakes when you find me bleeding staring empty-eyed at your drained face I am just little fox dancing in your yard, darling watching you and feeling so blessed but you give me no chance just a bullet to my heart edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ A little Fox I am a little fox running in your yard trying to play, but you shoot me dead.. I am a little fox you havent a chance to know me better you just pull the trigger abonded my smile... I am just a little fox who wants to know you better and share a friendly moment but you have angry eyes.. and mess my blood into the ground... I am just a little fox, who dreams of your smile and of my life feeling better -- friendly like a puppy in other people's yards.. I am just, I am just a little fox.. what did I do to deserve this? all I want is to dance to your music to share love and life and no promises and well.. now I am just a dead little fox... please bury me, dont kick me I don't smell, I won't harm you I am just a little fox and I miss my mom edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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السبت، أغسطس ١٤، ٢٠٠٤ LongingDon't send me flowers, my love just send your kiss cos these lips are burnt and a red rose alone can't heal them any more don't send me letters, love just send your embrace cos this heart is dried out and words alone can't moisten it any more don't send your poems, my love just send your breath cos this room is cold and neither fire nor storm can make it warm don't send your longing, love just send yourself don't send your hollow whisper, just come and fill me edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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الخميس، أغسطس ١٢، ٢٠٠٤ Aku,Kelakar pagimu hari ini, sayang Merenda kenangan pada lembut pandangmu Tango dalam derap nafasmu Sirami jiwamu dengan jutaan kuntum Dari taman-taman hatiku Yang kerap berdawai bersama angin Aku, manik jingga pada matamu, sayang yang berlenggok bersama harapan senjamu mengerjap elok dalam tiap degup jantung iringi tiap gerak juangmu menatap pelangi yang urung sembunyi dalam jiwa-jiwa yang tenang mengalir bersama denting kicau alam Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Gerimis pertama bulan ini Jatuh satu satu Menebar pengap aroma debu Naik ke dahan menggapai rontang daun kering Membilas keruh harapan Menganyam kembali cita yang pernah runtuh Satukan keping Terbitkan rona pada kembang-kembang kusut Gerimis pertama bulan ini Menutup mata, menggelembungkan warna Membawaku bertapa pada kerut jiwa yang mati Bawaku geliat dari tidur monokrom Abu-abu dan pekat Bangkitkan teduh yang terbang Tuai kembali pucuk-pucuk hijau Pada subuh yang dingin Pada titik embun Yang malu-malu tersenyum. Blogged by Upay on
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السبت، أغسطس ٠٧، ٢٠٠٤ My Kinky boyfriendDo you want to know my boyfriend, dear? He's a kinky guy with kinky hair but he dumped it and made it straight.. You know why, dear? Because he hates to be born into a race where kinky is pride Do you want to know my boyfriend, dear? He's a kinky guy with kinky attitude He loves being weird and trying his luck coasting around seeking victims and when he's done he drinks their blood. Do you want to know my boyfriend, dear? He's a kinky guy with kinky ways He seduces you with flowers then sucks your pride and when he's done he just leaves. Ah, my kinky boyfriend?s still alive anyone want to take him for a ride? He won?t mind for a coin or two cos his grace can only dance in his cock and he will laugh as he reads your mind and makes his moves in a ritual journey a heavenly smile as you take him on your knee. My kinky boyfriend -- ah dear kinky boyfriend I put your flower in the stinky toilet happily living in tainted fragrance edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Me I am a diabolical dwarf dancing with my sword tongue haunting you with dreadful dreams sending you nightmare days stealing your shadow driving you to eternal sorrow laughing in your tight-shut eyes till you stop breathing edited by Hugh Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ You dragging me down so useless haunted me with your unborn child playing me as a flute spread a callous feeling around my neck You dragging me down so useless telling me nite and day pethatic heart you ever had building me a sorrow monument for me to live till I die You dragging me, dragging me so useless tear this only heart to piece and laughing at it with hungry smile but you forgot one thing, dear this heart no shadow anymore and you dragging me, dragging me so useless Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ I pull you out shredded hear your shriek, slowly gone.. loosing shrewness follow your hollow finding you shrink on palm of grey leaf I pull you out shredded hear your shriek, slowly disappear as my soul faded on your tenobrous heart hug your hatred, lick your tear blame for time that gave us chance I pull you out shredded and let me drowned to the bottom being a ghost to your death flying singing a touchy song... Blogged by Upay on
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الخميس، أغسطس ٠٥، ٢٠٠٤ Rotten NailI need you.. but I have no voice to call have no foot to walk have no hand to reach have no lips to talk have no heart to feel I am lying down with centipede in dark room alone where no light, no air loosing my own soul just still like a rotten nail Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، أغسطس ٠٤، ٢٠٠٤ I am dancing on the floor, alonewith no music as a friend to rhyme so static so emphty blunted with my own breath freely face the world settle in the dark of your heart lurking piece of sanity searching for my shadow I am dancing on the floor, alone sing your dreams faded in your emphty eyes cringe to your dead soul see nothing but your busy hand smarten your curly hair since morning till dark come Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، يوليو ٢٨، ٢٠٠٤ tell me who I am, my loveis it a broom in your closet ? or a casserole in our kitchen ? or just napkin on table ? a blanket in your dream ? oh..tell me who I am, my love I am dusty with no eye on me Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ I saw your tongue dancing in her mouth, darling but you said, you forgot, she wasnot me I saw your eyes wildly snab her breast, darling but you said, you didnot know, she wasnot me I saw your finger playing in her heart, darling but you said, I am your only queen I saw myself drowning, darling breathless in your cunning I saw my soul has gone, darling greedy drinking poison of your love Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ I am dead, but noone bury my body it's abandoned and rotten alone be dust and fly going up with the wind gone with no hint noone listen to my linger pain noone even ever remember that I ever exist that I ever breath this world together rejected pray I heard all people I love, just walk away pretend not knowing me anymore I am dust now.. hop on your shoes follow your step day after day and day after day and after day ghost in your life and you never even notice ~ I am dead, and I am on you shoes, dear.. Blogged by Upay on
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الثلاثاء، يوليو ٢٧، ٢٠٠٤ I am so damn lonely, my dear..so damn lonely till can eat your fresh heart drink your sweet blood squeze those lung to piece ah, I am so damn lonely, sweetheart then hug you so tied smell all of your scent kiss you till you stop breathing I am so damn, damn lonely, darling.. when I found you dead on other people palm looking up at sky so empthy so cold pils everywhere... so damn lonely.. Blogged by Upay on
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السبت، يوليو ٢٤، ٢٠٠٤ I am Thorn, dancing in your heart, my love..tango day and night to feel your breath, step on your fragile soul rip them all .. as I suck to be my porridge I am thunder in your soft house, my love I crack the pot, I slap the nose I puff the pule face wide my wings.. as I entangled you to halusination make your suffer as a honey cup make your stupidity as movie strip make my fire as your blanket blind you with my dreamy whisper.. ~~ Blogged by Upay on
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الثلاثاء، يوليو ١٣، ٢٠٠٤ Being alone, doesnt have to be retarded..if u have wing, u have to learn how to fly if u have feet, u have to learn how to walk if u have heart, u have to learn how to love Being alone, doesnt have to be alone.. there always be one who you can share, open ur eyes, open the sky there you can find, what you most desire.. Blogged by Upay on
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الأحد، يوليو ٠٤، ٢٠٠٤ My today PrayIf you see me, God nothing has changed I am still begging you to take me home dont get me wrong, God dont either hate I need your arm to grab my soul as you see me, God I am as weak as those flying dust my time has past, my heart has dried I see boys dance, I see girls gigles but I dont see me in one of those faces so, please God I am begging you take me home, take me rest I lost my love, I lost my soul I lost my pride, I lost myself I am burnt now, with all Your words surrender at feet, that's all I know please, take me God just take my soul let it fly to eternity chapter Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Morning has broken, Sun has clapped.. me neither waken, neither slept hanging around wondering mind get the answer, all people know where's the star hiding..where's the moon why everything's burn, everything flare like my green leaf on the brown stone all getting cold like dead spirit where's the light, where's the wind where's the tea, where's the mint just silence sound, just static ring when all I want just a warmer heart why time has gone, why song has end see me stiff, alone and suffer whispering to shore louding to cave gone down..to the edge of the impossible... help me bunda, help me God.. take me out..take me high dont let me down like falling star just take my soul as fast it can cos I miss you all and want to go home.. ... Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ dinner is cold, darling.. semangkuk sup di meja menungguku nikmat, sayang dan sendu tangismu, buatku lelah setelah perjalanan panjang penat kita kuingin berbaur dengan bintang-bintang opera dan kau, sayangku tinggal saja di rumah. tak ada selimut hangat yang kau minta, kuharap, tutup saja jendela kukan pulang, entah jam berapa jangan tunggu.. karena kutau, kau takkan suka bau mulutku penuh lipstik suka cita Blogged by Upay on
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الأحد، يونيو ٢٠، ٢٠٠٤ Nisan tanpa NamaAda perih yang mengalir pilu Jilati nanah peradaban Berlenggok pada keniscayaan jaman Menendang-nendang naluri pekat kehidupan Menginjak jemari keruh garuk nurani Meleleh-leleh berkecipak dalam sungai kematian Merona pudar pada gerak malam Meliuk getarkan gelora hasrat dibawah jendela Gerogoti lentera yang kian buram Sinariku, Sembunyi dibalik ketiak selimutmu pucat, biru, abu-abu mati, tanpa pesan. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Pent up emotion Bila kunikmati hari-hariku dengan yang lain Dan tertawa bahagia bukan denganmu Kupikir, mungkin kau tak pernah peduli Pun bila ku telah lama menanti Sedang kau berpura tak ingat janji Dan bosanku mulai menari Kupikir, mungkin kau pun tak pernah peduli Lalu bila kubuat suatu solusi Dan pecahkan fusi kita Kan kah pedulimu ada ? Blogged by Upay on
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الخميس، يونيو ١٧، ٢٠٠٤ LETUPKau penjarakanku dalam ego posesifmu Kau paksaku lahirkan ikhlasku sujud bakti pada titahmu Kau namakan itu kesetiaan, kepantasan Kau paku kakiku pada belantara hidupmu Cemoohi pilihan selera jiwaku Cekokiku dengan fatwa reliji yang putarkan pahammu sendiri Kau namakan itu kebersamaan Aku muak bergelut dalam kelakar bahagia yang kau suguhkan Aku jengah dengan riak cerita mimpi kehidupanmu Bosanku menggila raungi pilihanku Kau namakan itu ketidakbersyukuran Tak tersisa lagi sabarku Tak tersisa lagi teduhku Yang tinggal Cuma maki dan gerutu Blogged by Upay on
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الثلاثاء، يونيو ٠٨، ٢٠٠٤ Bunda,Mengapa ayah menciumiku seperti ia menciumi Bunda ? Dan memelukku seperti ia memeluk Bunda ? Ia juga himpitiku seperti ia himpiti Bunda.. Nafasnya bertalu menyebar bau busuk Apakah ayah mabuk, Bunda ? Bunda, Tadi malam ia paksaku memijat punggungnya yang terluka Dan mintaku jilati nanahnya dengan airmata Tak peduli rontaku sesakkan dada Muakku seruak tak bersuara Dalam lolongan tangisku nantikan Bunda yang tak kunjung tiba Bunda, Bunda dimana ? Mengapa tiap orang tatapiku pilu Dan ratapi sosokku biru tiap kali kubasuh kebaya jingga Bunda yang ternoda peluh ayah tiap pulang kerja Bunda, Bunda dimana ? Sunyi ini mendekap jendela hatiku Lontarkan tubuhku seringan kapas Layangkan selendangku berbalur semerbak melati bidadari-bidadari turun mandikanku dengan air surga Genggam tanganku beku Katanya, Bunda menantiku di beranda.. Ah, Bunda.... Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، مايو ٢٦، ٢٠٠٤ Marmut KecilkuKadang aku bingung dengan rasa cintaku padamu, Cinta ini begitu sederhana dan kadang probing Menyelia-lia gelut arahnya. Dan ku, pun tak pernah mengukur dengan sepenuh hati Sebab yang kulihat, hanya bayangku sendiri Menabuh langgam cinta tak beraturan Berkelakar dengan suasana hati Membosankan dan tak enak dinikmati. Pun, kubiarkan orang kelana menangkap iramanya Sendiri-sendiri, meronta pada gerak pikirnya Menjelajah pelosok sanubari Mengekang rasa, bentengi jiwa Dan yang kulihat, Cuma rangkulmu geluti sukmaku. Kadang ku penat dengan rasa cintaku padamu Dan biarkannya jadi arang Meski gaung dalam kalbuku pelan dan konsisten Jadikanmu Marmut kecil lucuku yang menyentak-nyentak hari Berlari tak henti mainkan imajinasi Kalibarasi agung dalam detak irama nurani Yang tak pernah lagi tebarkan kuasa asmara Membuatku ragu, akan makna diriku bagi dirimu.. Blogged by Upay on
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الاثنين، مايو ٢٤، ٢٠٠٤ Jika kematian itu datang, kawanIa merambat pelan menapaki jejak yang telah usia Menelan rebah bayangmu Menggeliat lamat bagai kabut Dalam cekat dingin menggenggam derak pekikmu Jika kematian itu datang, kawan Jangan tangisi apa yang tak pernah kau lakukan Atau sesali apa yang tak ada Sebab dia tlah serahkan kesempatannya padamu Dan kau, seharusnya telan itu segera Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Benci sekali aku padamu Hingga kukenang-kenang saat indah bersamamu Dan kubayangkan betapa Kebahagiaan waktu dulu itu begitu sempurna Benci sekali aku padamu Hingga tak dapat kubiarkan tiap derap nadiku Memuji keberadaanmu Benci sekali aku padamu Hingga putus asa untuk bercinta lagi 19 juli 1993 Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Amukan bimbang gayuti jiwaku Terombang ambing gelombang gelisah Entah apa yang dimaui Entah apa yang dirindui kembara kelana dalam alur onak kompleksitas nurani amukan bimbang rasa nuansa pikirku berlarian tak tentu ikuti pusar waktu tenggelam dan timbul dan pergi dalam kalut membiru bergerak tak pasti Blogged by Upay on
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الأحد، مايو ٢٣، ٢٠٠٤ UnlimitedAkan kusampaikan lewat ranting Yang bergoyang diterpa angin Bahwa aku sayang padamu Dan tak ingin hentikan rasa ini. Akan kusampaikan lewat pasir pantai Yang dihantar ombak & angin debur malam Bahwa cinta ini takluk padamu Meski jiwa ini telah berakhir. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Ada yang perih menggigit-gigit nurani ini Mengendus luka ketidakpercayaan Mengais rentang sketsa logika Mengabur dusta yang tak seirama Ada yang perih menggigit-gigit nurani ini Mengoyak tabir friksi antara kita Menoreh mimpi berulang yang ledakkan tangisan Tak henti-henti Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، مايو ١٩، ٢٠٠٤ Ada jejak bisu yang suntuk cerita padakuTentang malam-malam sepi yang kita arungi sendiri-sendiri Terbelah dalam bentang ribuan mil jauhnya Mengolok-olok cumbu rayu yang habiskan jutaan pulsa Dari musim ke musim, tak habis-habis tema Yang harapkan desah nafas kita tetap satu denyut Ada jejak bisu yang gelak tertawa-tawa Pelototi bodohnya angan-angan si pencinta Yang hiasi harinya dengan taburan cita-cita Kan kelak hadir yusuf-yusuf mungil dalam genggamnya Atau fatimah-fatimah dalam pot bunga Tersipu-sipu songsong hari tua bersama Ada jejak bisu yang suntuk ratapi dua dunia Yang tak bisa bedakan lagi antara angan dan realita Dan lenggang santai dalam kejaran duka Tersenyum-senyum kecil pada dusta Menggeliat ramah pada jilat-jilat neraka Lupa pada janji sang abadi *for T : this poem can be found in book "Telegram Buat Dian" Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Ada Teriak serentak Menyentak Mendobrak jantung Porak porandakan pikirku Teriak itu Setan bagi nuraniku Bidadari dalam khayalku Enyah segeralah Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ A Poem for My Princess If ocean can say words He will shake the wave and let the world knows You are the most beautiful girl for me And if the wind can whisper poems He will tell you out loud with breathless chance Priceless moment is our moment together When you awake, I feel bless When you away, I feel the emptiness If ocean can say words, He will share stories I made for you And bring it to the beach With lovely treasure, earth ever created If wind can whisper poems, He will dance with mighty power Sing sweet song about you That I scratch in every breath I ever take.. Blogged by Upay on
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الخميس، مايو ١٣، ٢٠٠٤ Dust in The Wind:monolog with Elu Lu, tau kenapa lidah ini kelu dan bisu ? karena begitu banyak yang tak sanggup terkatakan semua baur jadi satu saling tindih, saling rebut cari perhatian Lu, tau kenapa mata ini basah ? karena hatiku kering terpanggang tanya yang tak pernah ada jawabnya saling tindih, saling rebut cari perhatian Padahal Lu, kita cuma dust in the wind yang gak perlu grusah grusuh gak perlu marah-marah apalagi susah .. terbanglah melayang, Lu.. hinggap di tempat takdirmu jawablah tanyaku..dan jangan teriak tidakmu.. kita cuma dust in the wind, kok.. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Hadiah Ramadhan 1415 H Tuhan, terima kasih tlah hadiahku hadiah paling harum pagi ini, buah doa atas sabar yang Kau ajarkan padaku Tuhan, tak berani ku berjanji, apakah kan ku jaga utuh sebagaimana pesanMu, namun kuminta Kau jangan marah padaku, apalagi jemu membimbing keliruku.. maklumlah, Tuhan.. aku makhluk paling permisif di bumi ini, dan kutahu, Kau mengerti itu.. Tuhan, telah Kau berikan aku hadiah paling berkesan hari ini, hadiah paling manis yang pernah kucicip namun jangan cemberut padaku, jika ku ceroboh dan tak mampu membalas jutaan limpah kasihMu. terima kasih Tuhan, terima kasih.. jumadil awal - 1415 Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ anakku, kelak, kau kan tau, mengapaku, berbuat bodoh dan tak pernah meminta maaf padamu ... Blogged by Upay on
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الأربعاء، مايو ٠٥، ٢٠٠٤ Sas,Getas sudah gulana ini Porak poranda dalam kerling genit malam Cabikkan mekar puting berbunga Dalam canda gagal fotosintesa Buraikan gaduh hijau tuju sempurna Enggan seruput merah kelopaknya Getas sudah gulana ini Dalam terik tanpa cahaya Pucat meringkuk dalam genggam pekik air Terikat tanya dalam bayang semumu Yang hadir tiap-tiap hari isi jiwaku Punah redup dalam ruang tanpa waktu. Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ Air of December I remember air of December When you flied away Spread me your glamour scent Slowly walking side by side Through the path together Blend the forest with your smile… Frosted me over for years Can’t get away from air of December, When you embrace me with your sight Sweet dark staring eyes Turn me dumb, left silence with symphony Dancing with tinker bell song Take me walk on the air Smell the beauty of fresh morning Thought I would never land anymore... Planted with those lonely tress Still, I remember beauty of your shine Embrace me warm in your heart Too exciting cuddling your smile Stoned in your crowded flowers Still, guess where it will go... (memory of Ideth, my small forest, 3 June, 10 years ago...) Blogged by Upay on
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الثلاثاء، مايو ٠٤، ٢٠٠٤ secangkir kopi pahit pagi ini,kuhirup pelan-pelan.. kutelan-telan.. laksana telanmu ke dasar jiwa bekapmu 'gar sembunyi tak kembali. secangkir kopi pahit pagi ini, harapku bisa lupakan dirimu segera. :) Blogged by Upay on
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الأحد، مايو ٠٢، ٢٠٠٤ Aku mandul memanggul beban cintamu, gundulTengkurap kerut hindari peluk pesing gombal rayumu Terbirit sembunyi dari syair yang bertalu-talu tak jemu Ulet tanpa letih datangi mimpiku Ludahi nuraniku dengan sumpah janji setia tak bergeming Berkotek-kotek sampahi halaman satu-satunya hatiku Yang kuikat erat momoki geliat nafsu liar lidahmu Sihiri riak danau tenangku dengan kilau lebam wangimu Meringkik-ringkik kecoki darahku kelabu Paniki detak jantungku biru .. buat bibir ini geletar, buat jiwa ini melayang, buat kusut seluruh raga, gelegar letusan tersipu, ledakan batin ini memantik api batalkan gelinjang dansa menyusut dalam takut tangkupan raup Nya jadikan ku sufi kembali… Blogged by Upay on
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~~~ ....song about you at dawn.... the leaf's whispering song at dawn song about you to wake me the leaf's whispering song at dawn drag me up to dance with your glamour dreams na..na..hm..na..na..hm..hm..la..la.. you tap..you jump..and tap..and jump.. take me up and down flow, follow your beat till sun burns my face tear my heart in pieces the leaf's whispering song at dawn bring me back to u time to time noted:30 oct 2002 - after u betrayed me. Blogged by Upay on
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السبت، مايو ٠١، ٢٠٠٤ Kau, gelombang tanpa buihYang bungkus aku dalam keranda tidurmu Menggelegak dalam bisik nafas busukmu Mengelopak dalam derai tawamu Menindih jiwaku dengan tatap tajam matamu Seretku dalam langkah yang kutuki derapku Ragu-ragu ludahi bentengku dengan senyummu Pelukku dalam hangat pita hijau biru Jadikanku awan kelabu.. Blogged by Upay on
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